Things have spiraled out of control for me in the past month. I’ve:
-Started a new job
-Had the flu
-Wrote two children’s stories
but the good thing is, I haven’t had any very interesting dreams to even report on. I’ll be back when I get a grip on life. Give me a week.
4-7-08
Emotions: Royal, Confident, Calm
Imagine a gigantic sports stadium, like the Roman Parthenon, yet the middle is completely flooded and only stairs remain. I am a beautiful Queen with long brown hair and my kingdom, the stairs I’m standing on, are being invaded.
I stand near the top of the stairs and watch as four soldiers enter the water and approach my side of the ancient stadium. I don’t fear them because I have a plan: my powerful King is near and I only need to ring a massive bell to summon him.
To distract the approaching soldiers, I project a hologram of myself on the crumbled seats below and walk toward the water. My brother is with me, hiding behind some seats, and I tell him to make noises to coincide with my footsteps to fool the oncoming soldiers.
The plan seems to be working and I signal for the crisis bell to chime. But the sound doesn’t come and I slowly realize one of the soldiers physically stopped the bell from ringing.
“I’m going to die,” I say calmly to myself.
Dream Interpretation: No ideas here, I’ve never dreamed I was a woman before and all the other stuff… just really strange. I did have a dream a few nights ago with a similar setting where I was on the balcony of the bleachers of my old high school gymnasium and I was firing rifle shots at someone below.
March 30, 2008
Emotions: love, excitement, confusion, sadness
I meet her at a party but I can’t see her face. She is a phantom person… a fragmented figure of this dream. After a conversation on the couch, we begin making out. I feel extremely attracted and enamored by the girl. When she leaves that night, I can’t stop thinking about her.
I’m in a car, looking out the window and swimming in the excitement of new love. I’m a little boy in the backseat and as I look out, a fantastic display of fireworks reflect my heightened enthusiasm.
Then, I see my friend Tim and I’m in some type of theater/church lobby. He tells me more about the girl and shows me a tape of her singing. As I watch the T.V. screen, my entire being’s sense of consciousness and purpose turns into an intense feeling of love for the girl.
I stumble through the aisles and seats meanwhile scanning the audience for her.
Now, I’m in another room, its small like a dorm room. She is there and I spew out my raw emotions.
“I know I’m sounding crazy but I am in love with you,” I remember saying.
I’m not sure what happened next but she is suddenly distant from me. She either physically leaves or didn’t like what I had to say but either way… I’m coming down.
Sadly, I walk through a room much like the lobby earlier and pick up a few Easter eggs. While opening the plastic eggs I realize I don’t know why the hell I’m hunting for the eggs.
“What is this, the longest day ever,” I ask right before I am awoken.
Dream interpretation: My fiancé is on a trip somewhere and I’ve been thinking of her a lot. Also last night, a friend of mine, not Tim, was making out on a couch with a girl he met at the party. The emotions in this dream were particularly strong.
